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I lost my tablet pen so I am doing tradition art. And I cant order another pen I don't think Ebay or amazon sell Bamboo fun tablet pens anymore . FUCK.

You know that awkward feeling when you bust your ass for 14,000 views and you want to move and you can't figure out why? Then you move and feel so un-at-house in new account. And you cry because you missed your old account and got yourself 14,000 views...


Never  mind. I'm back betchz.

They had NashiCon in Columbia this staurday and sunday. This was my second Con and it was boring as fuck.

I killed myself trying to get to Columbia (lives 30 miles south) and it turned out to be boring and dry as fuck. I may have been a moody bitch at Banzaicon last October but at least we had some fun. Dealers room didn't interest me. Artist Alley was ok. Panels was lame.

The only thing I really wanted to buy was some kimonos i'd seen which had cost $100+ and I only had $20. yes yeah..no (ONE DAY I WILL THEM)

Not mention this weirdo that I danced with at the rave which after awhile put his junk on me while dancing. ew.not impressed..hides behind friends

The only postive thing is that I spended time with me friends which great .

I hope will be around for Banzanicon and it will be better.

I know nobody cares but...I hate the way I draw..I hate my art. I want to improve.

I am tired of fighting the desire to delete my art after spending hours on it. I am tired on spending hours on art nobody looks at.

I look at tutorials. Some of them help some don't.

I ask for critiques. I don't get a lot. But they have not been that helpful. sorry if I offend anybody.

So...I brought a book called "Drawing on the Right side of the Brain" by Betty Edward it's actually a workbook. I skim through the book. I thinks going to help. I feel confident in it.


The book has a total of 40 Exercises. I will not summit to DA until I have completed all of them. Not to mention I will do all these exercises at least twice.

When I return to DA. I will branch out in what I draw. I would like to add some original art and some Realism to my Gallery.

Feel free to unwatch if you want. Hopefully I will attract new ones when I return

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There was a ton of NaruHina goodness in this Chapter. but.

Neji fucking died. I may not be the most emotional person in the world but I did shed some tears.

Neji died for Naruto and Hinata two people was trying to kill a couple of years ago.

He WAS my favorite character. And I was hoping he would get happy ending.

I am numb.

IF Kishi kills Sasuke or Hinata I WILL QUIT READING.

*cries*

P.S Hinata Haters can go to hell. He died protecting both of them.